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[robertcalvin]

You ever wander around the real world and imagine yourself doing the things you know you shouldn't? I've been visualizing myself aggressively throwing largish objects (especially chairs) all week

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[onefiredancer]

YAY ROBERT!!! Throw those chairs... but just say no to nicotine!

[paulttt]

i get the same thing
it's not anger more aggression?

i have given in a couple of times just to see what it was like. yeh. damaged the fridge. won't do that again. =/

i think it is in part the extra energy (cigarettes so zap energy), a need for stimulation and maybe just an urge to do something like change the world or make an impact.

i quit smoking 4 months ago now hopefully this will be the last time i quit. i still get these stuf throwing visulisations. i'm not actually throwing stuff so i guess it does no harm and it will more than likely pass with time and TLC.

sometimes i think about the table in the kitchen, it's a big table, i've tried picking it up but it is heavy. doesn't stop me from visualising the act of picking it up and hurling it across the room.

[daylightelf]

...i don't think it's necessarily nicotine withdrawal, because i kind of have those urges all the damn time

[robertcalvin]

Band directors are, by definition, fucking nuts.

I should know.

[baceramus]

I heard about Randy and the chair but also had L.Dawg toss an eraser at me once. Wasn't paying attention and chatting with Fish in the percussion section.

Call me back some time?

[abrightergray]

i get that shit too. like a tic disorder in the mind or uncontrolled day dreaming... it's in the same vein of wanting to open the car door while on the freeway and seeing myself break out into dance in public when no music is playing. i think it's some sort of with fulfillment thing, so i'm gonna go with the aggression answer too. it's not so bad to let it out in your head. i think...