hmmm. been weird lately. very. straaange. real depressed, anxious, hungry, tired, alert. you know that shit. having an ok weekend. home tonight. bored. alone. finished cowboy bebop. so good ( Read more... )

well i know what i have to do with my problems. i need to lock them up inside me again and forget they exist. i need to keep my mouth shut this time. im really fucking sad.

wow. perfect.

fuck i have nothing. im hungry. i want to download the latest pornography. but i am poor. so fuck you.

im sinking in. nothing seems right. i cant seem to think straight about anything. i have to work tomorrow morning. i am getting an interview with vince neil on monday and im not even excited. im just too depressed to do anything. im getting numb. i wish i didnt feel anything at all right now. or ever. i hate feelings. i hate having them for others ( Read more... )

i hate everything. ...im going to quote coheed and cambria.
"so you had your turn and you made it burn, now im the laughing stock of your joke, as crazy as it may seem i cried for you when you told me to date all of those things that made you end up in my life, and ill believe anything i have no luck with girls...i fucking love that band. im hungry ( Read more... )

this ones for you matt

well now. im back in school. on the school newspaper, very cool. real depressed tonight. one of those girl things i suppose but its more of a want than someone ive been with. its a lot of want, and it has been for a long long ass time now. secretly. dammit. went to the woodstock fair with hilary today. saw a lot of people. hung out with jon from ( Read more... )

pretty fucked up day yesterday ( Read more... )

its been a while...i have been working nonstop. 2 jobs. im so dead. but i quit kfc i have a week left. YAY! im randomly depressed. i dont know why. i just am. i was going to go with erin to get her tattoo but i couldnt get to her house in time cuz FUCKING TRAFFIC. so pissed. it takes me 15 mins to get there but i ended up being in traffic for 10 ( Read more... )