my life is getting verrrry interesting.

today sucks. i was supposed to go to the beach. but its raining. lame ass shit hole.

Tell me something you would tell a fool.

i want to die

ive been really busy lately. everyday i have been hanging out with matt and erin, and tara, when shes allowed out. its been good times. me and matt both got into womens clothing at tjmaxx, i wore this nice short jean skirt and this *cute* pink striped shirt with one shoulder. i thought i looked damn good, but i wouldve looked better if i had my ( Read more... )

ive been enjoying myself too much. something has to go wrong...again ( Read more... )

yeah so- fuck it ill do it later.

last night i left for suffield at about 6:30. got to aaron's friend's place at about7:30. it was so cool seeing him again, its been a year now. hung out there with him, kira, cici, dan, names getting blurry now. yeah so they bought a handle of grain and made koolaid with it. needless to say i got drunk. we chilled for a lil while then we smoked pot ( Read more... )

im sorry. i ruined our lives again. i have caused you pain. its all my fault. hate me, i deserve it.

i lost you. im sorry. you were gone before i spoke your name in tears.
i want to bleed. but i dont know. i want to so badly. i want to feel it. goddammit. its been so long. you can hardly see it on my arms anymore. but i need to know im alive.
i wont. ill just cry. a lot.