i'm not a mushy girl. but today i'm breaking my rules and gushing. blame it on seeing "going the distance" (i cried) or watching the first couple episodes of season 2 of gossip girl, but i feel so in love right now. it's okay if you want to vomit and discontinue reading.  but i'm going to keep writing :) it's pretty overdue ( Read more... )

 lj-ing is one promise i make to myself that i always break ( Read more... )

 It's been forever, and hardly anything worthy has happened.  I work three jobs and i'm a ripe 20 years old, where all my friends are boozing at night with their 9-5 comfy jobs.  I've had this feeling that i'd become more social when i become 21.  Right now i have to rely on everyone (including my two subpar fake i.d.s) to "get me in".  I can never ( Read more... )

 when all else fails i have el-jay right ( Read more... )

i was going to update but the b-f just came over.

this might make for more of an exciting entry later.  

i swear it never fucking fails - every single time i want to el-jay the internet goes out and it takes about a half hour to restart and stay connected. and then, i'm out of time ( Read more... )

 today i finally found my 'limits' with the bf .  it only took five days until our 9 months.

i said a completely snotty ass comment about his bro and his girlfriend.  he told me he was irritated with me.

well i'm irritated that my weekends off coincide with hers. gag me. 

reading back a few old entries is crazy. i am looking back at how 'exciting' my life was one year ago...is 'exciting' the right word? i'm not sure. I just know everything was more wild, unpredictable, easy-going, and just different. I think it's the fact that i was single and i was 19 and didn't have internship expectations and money woes.  One ( Read more... )

 it's only been a month, only. ha. here's what i have for updates before i go to work 3-7:15 tonight. (I already worked 9-12, bleh ( Read more... )

i had a trainwreck for a day and hardly got off the couch. I guess it wasn't as bad as i'm makin it sound, especially because i'm over "it" now, and a lot more complacent.  "it" was a lot, and that's why i'm here ( Read more... )