alright, here i am.. july > june regarding livejournal entries. promise ( Read more... )

i'm usually sick during the holidays. any holiday. last xmas i was in the ER. this past thanksgiving i ruptured my eardrum and lost my hearing for 3 weeks.  This fourth of july i have no voice. literally. no voice.  not to mention red bloodshot eyes, congestion, and sore throat. allergies --> sinus infection ----> laryngitis. lovemylife ( Read more... )

i shouldn't feel this horrible now. i shouldn't. why do i?

i'm exhausted and i have no idea why. I need to get out of this funk and start PACKING. florida - aka spring break 09 - is tomorrow.....and we're leaving for the airport at 5:30. awesome.  i'm so excited, just to leave my routine, and be with the best of the best for a whole week. Sitting in the sun and getting shitty. Cathleen is a godsend, in her ( Read more... )

this is so much more emotionaly draining than i ever thought it was going to be. It's getting easier to play his reverse mind-games but it's hard to say the "it's over" speech.  It was two-years worth of ups and downs that i'm dealing with.  he was the most i've ever felt with someone, he's the one i've always liked, and he's always been 'THE boy'.

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not going to lie, thinking about it the only time u've had for me is when you're drunk. or at 2 a.m. usually both.
-what do you mean?
exactly what i said. for 9 months, i'm not good enough for anything, especially these past few...and now summer's here...
-when are we supposed to hang out during school?
-R u mad at me?
no i'm not, but i'm just saying... ( Read more... )

i have so much to absolutely gush about. just completely gush. he's nothing i would have ever expected, but it works. We work ( Read more... )

Today, someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone -- it will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Few people realize how having fun can lead to romance, though you have always understood the connection. Your ideal mate is more likely to be someone who makes you smile than someone who makes you swoon. Remember this when you ( Read more... )

i make terrible decisions.

stats & accounting & more finals > boondock saints (last-time-i-played-this-game-i-threw-up), drinking, getting super silly these past few days, getting 7 hours of sleep total- while eating everything filled with milions of calories.  guess which side of the equation has been my life.

although, i still can't get over the ( Read more... )

i'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up, because they are so high, and I don't want to shatter. Maybe I wouldn't be shattered, but i would be devestated.  Close enough.

spring fever at its finest.