not insecure i guess, cheating happens, and if it does it was always going to, you can't stop it...better it happens sooner rather than later, i don't want divorce...but loneliness sucks. when the world around you is really shit and you're having a tough time, you just want to know someone is thinking about you....you want to hear it....not just " ( Read more... )

lucky, very lucky. She loves me. That is enough.

She's coming back soon!!! YAY!!!!

hmm, it's after 1.30am now, i've been trying to sleep for a couple of hours now but i just cant....probably wont tonight, haven't slept well for quite a while actually. I've got so much on my mind right now, that's what's keeping me awake. A million things i'm thinking about. I just can't get them out of my head. Work was very shit today, needed to ( Read more... )

i miss my girl :(