I thought my account was dead but I guess not ( Read more... )

Well to start off, everyday is a new lesson on bad luck. 3 Hurricanes, no pay, romantically unadept, sickness, boredom, ...woe is the proverbial 'me ( Read more... )

I think I figured out that for me to be happier, I have to be around more people. I've always liked making other people happy and in return their presence makes me feel more comfortable, SO... Somehow I have to try to make myself more social via some kind of everyday thing. hmmm... but how to do that? I got back on the internet where I met a ( Read more... )

Why is it life can be going so well and so bad at the same time? I was talking to Laura today and she's all happy for me and telling me I told you so... Which she is allowed to do because she was saying I should be in art long before I moved to Florida, and long before I ever oil painted ( Read more... )

I have a bad habit, or defense mechanism as Kristy calls it(old x). When I know someone is going away for whatever reason (moving, death, etc) I tend to get really dispondent and I blow people off. It's not that I don't care or want to be with the person in the days leading up to the big goodbye, I just can't cope as well as others. So I push ( Read more... )

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WEll that was the only credit I got but it's a biggie. I should have gotten color key and digital matte painter.. but it's on the screen at least once. Anyway, it's Sunday and I'm feeling good! I'm gonna try and drag Steve out to the mall or something because I easily made my rent, did some freelance ad-work, and did all the food shopping so ( Read more... )

I think I'm too out of touch socially. I was readin Kat's journal and for some reason it depressed me. I think it had a lot to do with parralels with Sarah and I but it also had to do with the fact that I haven't been on a real date in.. years. Now being 26.. 3 or 4 years is a high percentage of my adult life. Just not so fun to think about ( Read more... )

Thats what I feel like today. I don't feel up to anything and everytime I eat, I get a horrible pain in my upper left chest. Almost literally heart-burn, but I know what heartburn is and this ain't it. Now I've got a headache, I so want to get out (thanks for the offer Kat) but I'd be so out of it, and probobly not much fun as company. I came ( Read more... )

not muuuch goin on. Watching family guy trying to think of something to write but all that comes to mind is.

"You may be good for me broccoli, but I'm afraid I'm no good for you!"