日常茶飯

[robofille]

No stress, trying not to be stressed and it's working. It's surprising how much my mood brightens after being able to speak Japanese just a little bit though.

good things:

My host family loves me like a daughter.
This was made so clear the other night when they talked me through my stress about the future over pear liquor. I adore them and

Comments

[kokugaijin]

You made me want to contact my old host family. I miss them :(

[robofille]

Then do it! They'd probably be happy.. My family lights up when an old student they've hosted emails them!

[jimjamjenny]

Everything here is beautiful???

You are living in Japan right?! I don't think I've ever heard anybody say that about Japan...!

[jimjamjenny]

Also, I wish that I had a host family! All I have is my boyfriend's family, and lovely though they are, it's impossible to relax around them.

[robofille]

Ha ha ha no ohmygosh that was just me getting out of control optimistic! I think when I said beautiful, I meant more.. I'm happy here, but I'll be happy when I go back too. There are good (and of course bad) things about both places, so as long as I just keep trying to be positive and excited and passionate, things will work out, ha ha.

[jimjamjenny]

Haha, okay then. You don't live in some magical corner of Japan with no horrendously ugly buildings/cables everywhere ruining the view then.

Optimism is good! I have become too pessimistic as I have got older, I need to start thinking happy thoughts about everything again!