my heart hurts...

but you and the world will see otherwise

I wish i had the skill to make something like this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cw9t5Jj5wNM

procrastinating

but dam,  it is pretty good =]

so unattached...and i find it amusing

i love it

long time since i last updated ( Read more... )

i hate myself

Jealousy is  I am my worst enemy

i had so many things planned out to say....

now that i am here, nothing comes to mind. it would have not have been beautifully worded i know that. i am no poet. it would have been more streams of thought.

i  understand less of  life everyday and more of myself day by day. i have put school on the back burner...and i dont care. it's not important to ( Read more... )

today is just one of those days where you want to stay curled up in bed....

sleeping at four thirty in the morning and waking up at 7 is not good for my sleeping habits. I Am soooo tired right now

but hey, at least i learned some tips on playing black jack at the tables. have to be ready for vegas