Yet again I am reminded of the fact that everyone is an asshole.

OH...MY....GOD ( Read more... )

Having no plumbing makes me feel like I live in a 3rd world country. I mean, I practically do being in NoHo, but come on, fuck ( Read more... )

Jen finds love...

yes!

I'm begining to understand what it means to hurt so much you can no longer function. Every hurt I've experienced up until this point has been only a fragment of a fragment of a fragment of what I am now experiencing ( Read more... )

So today consisted of:

• waking up after a horrible nightmare to the sound of one of my neighbors using a chainsaw
• going to the orthodontist and waiting long beyond my appointment time to have my teeth sawed/filed, then finding out I have to wear my fucking braces for 7 more months
• almost being killed a total of 3 times driving (once by a woman ( Read more... )

Tonight I take my first dose of Paxil.
Maybe the sexual side effects will actually make me WANT to have sex.....or maybe my vagina will fall off in my sleep. Either way, as long as I wake up tomorrow morning I'll be happy. The only other person I know who has taken Paxil was my ex Andy who could not ejaculate for months while on it. It was ( Read more... )

Last week I pulled up to a red light on my way to class. I sat there for a moment lost in thought until my eyes began welling up with tears. Oddly enough these were tears of joy for once in a very long while. I can't remember a time in the recent past where I have felt as happy and satisfied with what is happening in my life. One source of this ( Read more... )

Wow. So it's been a while.
There have been about 10 times in the last few weeks where I have meant to sit down and record the happenings of my transient young existence. Unfortunately either distraction, obligation, or complete and utter exhaustion have prevented me from doing so. Even right at this moment I have about 14 things that I am thinking ( Read more... )

I just want to the take this opportunity to say:

SLEEPING PILLS ARE MY HERO!
I was beginning to think I would never sleep a full night ever again. When I woke up this morning at 10:25 I hopped out of bed with a smile on my face, feeling rested. Then I began to remember my twisted drug-induced dreams which involved Jacqueline and I walking in on ( Read more... )