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[robotadversary]

Well

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[tigertiger]

hey alex...

um... i know we haven't talked in a long time and we were never good friends or anything, but i thought you were a pretty cool guy. i don't live in sarasota anymore but if you ever want to chat or anything, you can catch me on aim. sammyofdoom.

i guess that's it. take care.

[robotadversary]

Oh shit, whats up Sam. Thanks for reading. This is my first and only bitchy melodramatic post, so I feel stupid having you comment on it, but at least it means someone noticed, right?

Whereabouts are you and how you doin'?

[tigertiger]

i'm up at williams college in massachusetts and i'm doing pretty well. new england beats florida any day. how are you? still at saga?

Sherry - Thought I'd take a look into the mystery that is Alex

[anonymous]

Hmm.. so I guess I picked a bad Alex day to peak in and see how you are doing. I hope I didn't give you the feeling that you couldn't talk to me about all the things that are bothering you. And the funny thing is I really thought you were having a great time over the weekend and were happy. Silly me I guess. Don't get so down so early in the game. Things always have a way of changing for the better when you don't really expect it. So perk up, go out there and meet people! What do you have to lose right? I saw you were a pretty big hit with the ladies the other night at New College. So go get em tiger! Plus you *could* give me a call whenever you'd like. Take care and cheer up kiddo. Bye now.
-Sherry

Re: Sherry - Thought I'd take a look into the mystery that is Alex

[robotadversary]

Hey hey...I actually did have a great time this weekend and I was happy; this post is just the result of alot of cumulative stuff over a long period of time and me finally realizing what the hell was going on. I had a blast hanging with you and all that shit, so please don't feel like any of this was directed towards you or anything that happened this weekend.

Re: Sherry - Thought I'd take a look into the mystery that is Alex

[anonymous]

You're too apologetic. Also, why post your reply here when you can call the girl and talk to her? Reach for your dreams, don't do milk, get plenty of drugs, and drink lots of sleep.

I pity the fool.

-Wang

Doctor Wang asks you to open up

[anonymous]

Seriously, provided I'm online and I don't have to do bullshit, I can listen. You say you don't do email, but if you've gotta vent, just send me some. I'm much better about checking my email than doing the online messaging thing

[kalib]

bro, you know i've been there for you since day one man. we've always had eachothers backs. i'm callin all the time to see how u are man, u just got to let me kno. as soon, as school chills down and bit and finish my apps and shit on the 15th, we'll have more time chill. hang in there bro

[robotadversary]

All very good points wang, though they are addressing a different problem than the one I was ranting about, actually. I was mostly upset because I realized I have always focused on other people and not let myself be the center of attention and main attraction and all that shit, to my social detriment. But anyway.

Also, I couldn't exactly call her at 9am or whatever while I was on the way out the door to go to work, now could I? :D

Wang drilling it in

[robotadversary]

"Also, I couldn't exactly call her at 9am or whatever while I was on the way out the door to go to work, now could I? :D"

I suppose not, but you could wait until you get a break, then say it. Beats typing into a box, right?

The problem at hand is an issue of feeling the need for attention, something that is unnecessary. If you can get past needing the attention, then you're free. As for new activities, try rattlesnake bite faith healing. I hear it's a lot of fun.