Comments | robotfrenzy: I think.

robotfrenzy

I think.

Apr 24, 2007 13:00

I think I may have been a lack luster friend to some people I truely care about. fuck I wish it would be easier. I wish everyone stayed closer.

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using your comment space as my journal space. threadsofreason April 25 2007, 02:36:10 UTC

well that's what happens when you're mr popular i guess! really though i hate how people drift apart at this age. i hate how it seems like you can make friends with a "group" of people but you can't mix groups together. i hate how there's not a good way to stay friends with people that live far away from you. some of the people i cared about most in my life i know nothing about now because i see them once a year or less. and making new friends is discouraging to me because i always feel sort of fake, like how am i supposed to be friends with someone that doesn't really know me, didn't grow up with me, hasn't been with me for anything important. like i have friends i went through serious stuff with in high school, or in orlando, and you get really bonded, which i'm sure you have now with your italy friends. so it feels like new friendships can't really compare. i just met so many awesome fun people a few weekends ago and it was probably the most fun weekend of all times. except they all live in salt lake. things like this ( ... )

Re: using your comment space as my journal space. robotfrenzy April 25 2007, 13:39:32 UTC

Agreed. I like your words. They are always comforting. I think the thing that frustrates me about friends the most is that friends don't mix groups well as you have said. I hate it and I find myself getting stuck in one group more than another and not being able to share my time. I think that being on this trip has made me contemplate friends quite a lot as the group of 15 kids I"m traveling with are really not close at all. Our group is entirely cliqueish which is strange because we can't really talk with anyone else. We have about three or four groups that sort of interact but for the most part don't really get along. And people can shift between groups but rarely do the groups converge. It's strange and stupid. I mean I definitely know all these people in a much different way after traveling and spending three months exclusively with these people. But I don't know if I will be any better friends with most of these people than I was when I left or if I will just have more stories with them. But I will be in Bozeman for ( ... )

Re: using your comment space as my journal space. threadsofreason April 25 2007, 18:38:27 UTC

before you return for the summer, that means bozeman right? that's kind of exciting if you will be in town for the summer because you never have and i have school but no job, and every wednesday and friday off. even with school in the summer it still feels like summer to me, i can come home and lay in the yard and have a drink if i want to. we're going to salt lake as much as possible this summer because we loved it sooo much. i'm sad to hear your groups won't hang out together, it seems ridiculous to me because there is something valuable about everyone, why can't everyone see that? so it's always better to not exclude anyone. one of the things i liked about salt lake was that everyone we met was good friends with everyone else we met, and there must have been like 20 of them. we all went to the olive garden and they had to like rework a room to fit us all at a table. it was so cool to see everyone liking and appreciating everyone else. and every time we did something everybody made sure everybody who could be there was ( ... )