I feel like a ninja! I just hacked into my own account. I think i went through here once and deleted some posts, but I thought I had deleted the whole account. Anyway surprise I didn't ( Read more... )

I think I may have been a lack luster friend to some people I truely care about. fuck I wish it would be easier. I wish everyone stayed closer.

I'm not going to use live journal anymore.

Today's the day I tell my parents I like boys. It's making my stomach churn but I think when I get it over with things will be so much better. That's what I've found out after everyone I've told. It's much much easier that they know and I don't have to hide who I am. Oh well, I maybe have sent an email and said to call me when they get home. ( Read more... )

I need to write and since there are only about 6 people who know this thing exists and I know and trust them all I can spill all my secrets to the world on here. It's about 2 in the morning and while I should be sound asleep in bed I'm writing pointless things on the internet. Anyway, if you didn't know I like boys. Not like little boys, but ( Read more... )

I've probably told you because i'm really excited now, but I'm going to vegas and my brother called and it turns out his gf knows a girl in a show and got us free tickets to midnight fantasy.... a 21 and older show. I'm going to be drunk and watching a bunch of naked singing dancing showgirls. There will be copious amounts of giggling! I"m also ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm getting myself into. I'm afraid of what might happen. I'm afraid. I can't vocalize my feelings. I realized just how muchso earlier tonight. It's okay though. A killer weekend with some halloween fun should be most excellent. We will see. We will see ( Read more... )

So it turns out the world has returned to it's state of perfection. I had a few days in a funk but I'm back in action now.

So I guess life's not quite perfect. I suppose that's okay.

So it seems recently whenever I like someone the feeling lacks being mutual. Then when I find out people like me I'm not wanting a relationship with them. Why can't the stars just align and have some mutuality... i think that's made up... oh well. It's not that the people who like me are bad. I actually quite like them, just don't want the ( Read more... )