Well do to the fact that I have numbed my feelings the gray clouds are rolling away and I think i can see the sun in a sea of baby blue. No not every thing is perfect but it never is. Im i still jealous? I dunno have not thought about it. Yeah sure I would be upset if i found out my friend Megan had sex, yes because deep down, now and forever i ( Read more... )

Can it get any worse? Dear God my life sucks and gets worse by the day. I just cant win....I want to stop trying. Jessica got caught cheating with some guy online. I dont trust her anymore....stopped awhile back. The worse thing about it is that I dont trust any one now, no body. Every one lies so much why should you trust them. Hell even I lie ( Read more... )

There is nothing I can say or do to change my past but it has made me stronger. I have so many ideas in my head and I dont know where to start. Today I found a song that makes me feel so good. I dont know why but i have listened to it six hours nonstop. Im gonna change no matter what it takes to do so. I will no longer put aside my thoughts and ( Read more... )

Oh God Im so so bored. I just sitting here smoking a cig. ( I know i know bad for me)Doing some deep thinking. I dont know what to do with my life at this point. I cant sit a telemarking all my life....well i could but that would not help out my dream any. That being a wife two kids, house, and a dog...maybe even a cat...hell im feeling nice today ( Read more... )

Hello every one. Hope all is well. I have to say the last few weeks have been very...hmmm...different. I have girls coming at me from every which way, whats going on??? Girls at work, girls at my friends work, hell i even have had two stop me as i was walk through the shopping center and try to shout out at me. Im not saying its a bad thing hell i ( Read more... )

It sucks..

::sighs:: I have found my self changing lately...I don't know if it is for the better or for the worse but I guess we all make choices that we can not change. Right now I'm have to make many. My parents are talking of moving to another state. They have given me the choice to stay or go. ( If they do that is ) I could go and be closer to my ( Read more... )

Im really starting to hate getting online. I have been trying and trying to find some thing to download but it looks like ill never be able to find a good link. I thought the Internet was make for the people, so that we could find any thing we wanted at any time? Is this not true? ::shakes head:: All I see is copy rights this and copy rights that ( Read more... )

" Ewww what's that thing bobby and what do you do with it ( Read more... )

They are our mothers,daughters,sisters,girlfriend/wife, friends, and what men *need*. They are ( Read more... )