I do not know whats going on with me. I use to feel this pain with Jessica had told me a lie or had done something wrong by me....I am feeling that pain again. I think it is coming from Megan...I do not like that. Maybe it is me. I have been confused lately not knowing what to do, I do not know why I keep messing with these girls, I am bound to ( Read more... )

She is lonely, she sad ( Read more... )

If I told you that I love you, that I am lost with out, and my soul burns for you every second of every day would you know? When I hear your voice, your whispers, and your laughter my breath trimbles, my heart moans. To close my eyes is a gift so to paint a loving picture where my sight is gone. How I lay in bed at night, grasp my pillow and hold ( Read more... )

When it hurts so bad I can not cry does it mean the pain is to great or to small. I try to shead a tear but thats all I get. Hurt so deep it burns, wanting her love it yurns. I lost my breath, I lost my will, just more depression a bigger hill. It does not hurt enough but way to much, save me before its to late, the tears drowning my insides, ( Read more... )

Whisper not over fog thickin air the worst of you ( Read more... )

In this mist of darkness we spin a little web of lies ( Read more... )

I could not hold you when you would cry ( Read more... )

The pain is leaving me slowly, but faster than i think it would if i didnt have megan. She has been there right beside me holding my hand the whole time. I still find myself thinking about jessica, what she did, i want to talk to her, tell her i love her, I still want to be with her....I hate this feeling...always wanting to cry. I wonder some ( Read more... )

Last night I talked to Jessica. I found out some time late last year she cheated on me. She gave her virginity to some one else. I couldn't help but to cry, be hurt, be mad, and more than anything else confused. My love for her is real, and people love me so much because of how I act and carry myself. I tried, I swear I did, but this...was to much ( Read more... )

Hello every one! I'm doing good I think. Alot of down things have happened lately but Im working through it all. I have not talk to jessica in 3 days. I feel ok about that but when she does call Its over. I cant take it any more, all the fighting, messing up, chance over chance. She is still younge has to grow up and im looking for some thing more ( Read more... )