I went to the mall and got new shoes and seen my beautiful love.. later that day I went to her house to talk to her parents I was so nervous and shaky, I thought everyone was against me =( and we had the talk, her moms not very nice when it comes to Michelle rofl.. Then we went to the new house. I kinda cuddled with Michelle in the car, it was ( Read more... )

woot things are getting betterr =D

I love you sooo much Michelley booboo

wow i miss her to much, i can't do this much longer =/

I love you :'(

blah fuck everything, family pisses me off suprised there still letting me live with them considering they always threaten me, not even going to go in it about something else ... i suck at life, im not even a good boyfriend. rofl dont even disagree with me... fuck life, nothing worth living for.... might as well give up on everything in my entire ( Read more... )

i hurt the one i love again rofl next time i even attempt to hurt her, i fucking die .. just tempt me people rofl .. not like i havnt tried before..... :'(

i love you michelle

sitting here thinking and BOOM i can buy shiz at meijers :-* and BOOM life sucks once more and i fucked everything up, maybe i should stay away from everyone and everything for a week or two maybe things will get better...

Damn, didnt want to update untill I was happy, and I havn't been this happy since like .. 9-27-04 .. ;), this weeknd all I did was spend time with the love of my mother effin life Michelle :-) spent the night over her house last night wow, it was amazing, I tried staying up.. didnt work :-( but i got to hold my boo like all night. deff made my year ( Read more... )

last journal entry.. ill try and make it long. everything was horrible, i wouldve done it again but it supposibly made to many people sad or whatever and my promise with her but i dunno. then it got a little better when i seen her but i didnt talk to her i felt bad but i smiled just looking at her, next day came over her house again was good we ( Read more... )

everythings been ok but i still suck .. oh well =/ seen michelle .. made my month

well i had a good day, played b-ball hung out with joe and this beautiful day, got brandi a job app even if she doesnt use it, and james a mp3 playa.. went to taco bell with my nigga joe then back to michelles and didnt talk to her barely =/ i felt gay even if we didnt talk just seeing her made my day i dont care if she doesnt like me anymore or ( Read more... )