on monday i found out something that i shouldnt have found out. Maybe i shouldve learned my lesson when everything happened with Ruben but i didnt and it like im going through what happened a year ago all over again. i still dont know if its good that i know or maybe i shouldve never known. Now to me, its more about trust issues and karma ( Read more... )

"Six years ago, we held off [saying anything negative about the administration]. But considering what's happened, I think we're owed an apology. Anyone with a rational mind and a sense of decency is being positioned as a lefty by the extreme right. I believe in the tenets of democracy, and when they get pushed, it pisses me off ( Read more... )

life is really good, i finally moved out, and im loving it, I live downtown near UTEP and work in the North east, still with Sierra Title Company. I have my own office Wtf ! lol. im in love with a wonderful person, . my best friend Janise is leaving to New Orleans :( But its ok. After all the drama with Ruben then John, its nice to have calm in my ( Read more... )

extacy house aka casa verde

Naked Harem

being chased by cops at Ascarate Park

Standing on the freeway downtown

doing handstands and cartwheels at the park

ihop and more strippers

all in one night, amazing i say.
i am fucking happy right now, remind me to enjoy it while it lasts

what really pisses me the fuck off is that i didnt fuck up, you did. so when i try to be civil about the whole situation, you fucking ignore me. so fuck you. no matter how much someone drinks, you would think that youd they actually care about their "friend" enough not to fuck their friendship more than they had already.
whatever.fuck you.

There was finally some good news in the increasingly contentious immigration debate last week, and it came from, of all places, the war on drugs. Mexican President ( Read more... )

some days are better than others ( Read more... )

last night i watched the horse whisperer w/ john ( Read more... )

i guess what really hurts me the most is the fact that i try to be civil about our current situation, like just being nice. it doesnt help. i told him, lets just forget about our past, and work on the future. nothing is going to get resolved by arguing and continuing the never ending circle of confrontation ( Read more... )

i deleted my myspace.
the first step was the hardest.
dont worry, i'll be fine