it's like a sickness...
god, i miss him so much.
i wish i wasn't so stupid.
i wish things were perfect again/

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i'm in a really crappy mood and i want to just die or something. blah. it's too hard to pretend to be in a good mood anymore. i really hate life sometimes. i feel terrible.

ahh, life sure is full of so many twists and turns and whatnot. today was interesting ( Read more... )

tanya and i made my layout today and it's sooo neato. i heart tanya!!! yet i hate her cuz she's making me so nervous i wanna throw up!
but yes/
i decided on a few things today.. and i don't feel as confused.
and brandon and chelsy and meghan i'm really sorry for causing drama and being lame and i love you guys : ( <3333 ( Read more... )

this is my first journal entry so i'm gonna make it really long and cool ( Read more... )