i dont know who i can run too.. i feel so trap.. its almost christmas.. but i feel like shit.. everything is getting from bad to worst... and i have no shoulder to cry on... everything is my fault.. it is.. i got myself into this... but would everyone just stop yelling and scream at me... honestly... i just want to run away and hide somewhere.. ( Read more... )

i got no one else to go too... coz everyone is busy.. its okay tho.. coz i know everyone has school... a lot of things has just been going through my head... and it makes me want to just give up... i know that i'm not alone... and i have ppl that loves me for me... but i'm still asking the same question that i been asking myself for the past couple ( Read more... )

i just need to let this out.. so i'm doing it here.. like i alwayz do when i have no one that i can talk to about my problem ( Read more... )

long weekend.. lots of unexpected things happen ( Read more... )

i havent been here in over a month today... so i decided to update it.. so here i am trying to think of whats goin on with me ( Read more... )

i just remember y i didnt want to be in a relationship ( Read more... )

first off!!! i got to hang out with PATRICK!!! that made me happy... then he had to go home.. and i was sad.. but we still have fun... watch "OPEN WATERS" and its so scary ( Read more... )

i hate feeling this way... that actually fall in love again is a bit scary for me... i dont know if its love.. but it sure feels like it... i have never met a person who has so much things in common with me... i dont know... i need someone to knock some sense into me...

to all that was at the club on friday.. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY SORRY!!! i didnt mean to act like a complete b!tch... (but i alwayz to do that)... i didnt mean to ruin everyone else's night.. and i would like to APOLOGIES to all of you... my night just went from okay to bad... and i didnt mean to take it out on everyone... SORRY.. SORRY.. SORRY..

yesterday was just a stressful day... add the lack of so much sleep... and not been eating lately.. lets just say i had a nerves breakdown and its scared the shit out of me... i couldnt breath ( Read more... )