havent updated in forever

sos has been going on

idk hangin with helen and stuff and celebrating xmas duhh

and still goin thru a rough time

ahh i wish it would end, but it isnt. so idk i'll keep trying

<3 bye

Whooa i havent updated in a while...

went to the mall with helen on Sat. and really havent done anything else besides hw and i guess thats it idk

hey i havent found the time to write lately...been really busy ( Read more... )

today was dads 48th bday we ordered food from applebees had carvel cake and gave him gifts it was fun but someone is still missing from my life no matter how bad/good my days are i still have a whole in my heart and none of the BS that i have a whole cuz i dont have god in my heart cuz i do but i need someone and he knows and he doesnt care and ( Read more... )

I stayed home again today-dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmnnnnn I'm missing too much skool im gonna fall so far behind but i feel like shit i can barely get my ass in the shower i almost pass out...and i start freezing cuz of the air so i have to like stay wrapped up and i drink soo much tea it makes me have to go potty ( Read more... )

F*** YOU AND F*** EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!everyone is mean...what else should i say-everyone is gay

I havent written in a while ( Read more... )

Ever since i friggin accepted a job from my neighbor to take her dog out everday between 4-6 and get $1 a friggin day [that is rediculous!! $1!! what am i? 2?!?!] lol...ok well my mom hasnt given me any money!! So if I spend it at skool, then i have no money to go out and $5 cant even get u into the movies. and if i wanna go to the movies, I have ( Read more... )

my dad is such a liar...i told him something i didnt want my mom to know and he promised not to tell and he did and it wasnt an accident and even if it was and it 'slipped' [ like he always says ] it wasnt the first time he has done this!! Fuuudggeee i can't tell him anything anymore...no where to run...no where to hide...NO WHERE TO GO WHERE I CAN ( Read more... )

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