this weekend ... was rridiculous. i don't even know howthings got to where they were ... but woah ( Read more... )

last night was horrible. i just started blaming caitlin for things, and i was making outragous claims. i feel awful. i appologised to her ... but i don't even remember what i said, all i know is that i took it out on her and it was wrong. god. they should make a pill you take when you drink, so that if something is bothering you, you don't get all ( Read more... )

i think that i should just quit, before i fail. i never go anywhere, unless it's to do somthing i shouldn't be doing.
shit.
last night was amazing. it was the eighties, and there was dancing, and drunk driving. mmmhm.
uuuugh i'm going home to do laundry. i'm stopping this, and i'm actually going to do the things i'm supposed to.

i think i'm failing college. i really do. and i'm afraid. ugh.
whatever. i really don't care too much.
i mean,
i don't know.
i really just want some icecream.

i think that i had the best college weekend ever. i didn't do anything really. but it was amazing. i stole pumpkins and used a ouija board, i had a sleep over and dyed my hair. nothing special. nothing amazingly cool. and i think that's what i needed ( Read more... )

i've been really tired lately. i don't know what that's about, but that's the way i have been feeling ( Read more... )

man o man. this is turning out to be one crazy week.
i cant wait for tonight when i can just relax ... but i have to get a paper done for english. story of my fucking life, right?
caitlin and i both dyed our hair some sort of way ...
mmmhm.

things are shitty. i think my parents are ridiculous.
i shouodd probably stop drinking as much ... or drink more than i do.
fuck. i miss things i never thought i would. like dinosaurs, and cvs, and rides in a jeep or a pilot.
i miss sixth period and being called john noolan.
mittens.
hair.
sandwiches.
love.

so it's been a while.
shit hasn't changed much though. so i guess this may be pointless. ha.
spring is finally really close so that means summer isn't too far behind. <3 yes.
the talent show at school was ridiculous.
most things in high school are.

i miss cait sometimes ... alotatimes.

we should run away<3jack

tooday sucked ...
it started to snow.
i hit a car ... and hurt it's paint. it could have been worse, but it still was shitty.
and i feel like i stranded christine leaving her with a ride home with jaime.
i want to sleep.
i hate snow.