The day will come.  Eventually.  I will be done with school, have a job, and be with that special someone.  I dream about it everyday.  I'm such an impatient person.  I really am.  I want things to happen now.  I need to pray more.  That will put me at ease.  I was freaking out about Steve not calling or writing me since the kiss, but he finally ( Read more... )

I'm copying Rob and am setting some goals for the summer.

* Lose at least 30 pounds. Yeah, work has taken me away from running lately and I'm slowly gaining weight (!!!!). I gots to request some night shifts so that I can wake up early and go to the gym. Or when I do work in the morning, I can go to the track in the evening ( Read more... )

I finally find the lyrics I was looking for in that song to show Amanda....as soon as I drop her off at her house and pull out of her street. I was so upset. The song is actually called Calm Before The Storm. How funny ( Read more... )

Silly Putty and BopIt are extremely fun. That's all I have to say about that ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday....

....to me.

Yesterday, Karry (my friend from work) tells me about something that happened a month ago which she forgot to tell me about. Well, apparently I had gone to get Subway for lunch when I went on break, and then after I left, some guy that works at Subway was asking her if I was still there at work. I guess he described me, which by the way, everyone ( Read more... )

I feel so silly, you know? Why have I been crying over my friend leaving? Well, when I put it that way, it doesn't sound so bad. I guess when I'm actually crying, at the time I feel silly. It sucks. The one thing I hope against all hope is that we keep in touch. I think that will help ease the pain. I'm not sure if we will though. I mean, ( Read more... )

I'm sad. Chase is moving to Sarasota and I can't stop crying.

I'm so afraid I'm never going to see him again.

Sigh.

Why?

Oh.My.God. I saw him. I SAW HIM! i saw him...with a girl!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Why me? Damn it. It's officially hopeless. Le sigh. I'm sure that girl was his girlfriend. But I'll keep my fingers crossed at it being his sister. His really gorgeous sister. Gah! He's so adorable. Why can't I have him? I'm such an idiot. I need to ( Read more... )

I want to move out of this place! GAH! There is nothing to do around here and nobody to do it with. Life is so boring. I need to find a hobby. And some friends. Or a boyfriend. I'd rather have the latter ( Read more... )