He loves me.

What to do now.

I fell in love again.

All things go, all things go.

( +++ )

Two more days of school. Tomorrow, Thursday: done. Suffice.

I need a job now since school is only a fortnight from being done. Yeah. Fortnight. That's lame. Too much Austen, not enough Darcy.

Jacksonville for Christmas, Bahamas for New Years, Dothan from 3rd-6th.

School is better. Having the knowledge that I'm almost done and won't be returning to school for a semester makes the load a bit easier to bear. I need to get out of this place. Just a vacation or something. But I have all spring, and I don't like going outside or moving around too much when it's cold. I hibernate in the winter like nobody's ( Read more... )

Last night was the first time in almost two months that I've been to a show. Plea for Purging in Pensacola was the last show I went to, and that was in early August. Weird. Catherine's ex was there last night. Heck, my ex was there. But instead of trying to be civil, they just holed up together and had a Raley hate club. Which, I mean, after 3+ ( Read more... )

Football season always brings out the anxiety in me. But it's so beautiful. I dislike having to wear long sleeves now. Summertime makes me way happy, and football is a good buffer between leaving the autonomous summer and heading back into schedules, cold, and mundane ( Read more... )

I have not, previously in my entire life, had a week so full of sorrow and joy. The juxtaposition of intense happiness and overwhelming sadness has defined the past four days.

School has started. The first day was full of unsurpassed peace and calm. The second day was chaotic, hectic, and rife with stress. This morning started out pretty close to ( Read more... )

In June I had made a list of things to do this summer. So far I've marked of the following:

+Go to at least 1 more wedding
+Get better acquainted with the people around me
+Meet as many people as I can
+Sleep on as many floors as I can
+Spend as much time with my best friends as possible
+Sleep, but not over-sleep
+Live
+Turn 20
+ACT 20
+Memorize the ( Read more... )

My heart is so light. I have put myself in God's hands 100%, and He is the greatest thing in my life. I've been shown where I need to go....now I need to find it. Lord, guide my steps. Keep my heart pure and my spirit steadfast.

Catherine, Gabby, and I have come up with "age-rules of dating" for our social circle. If you're under 17, date anyone 18 ( Read more... )

I am almost 20 years old. How immature do I sound right now.

Still trying to drag through Imitation of Christ. I still have literally hundreds of books I want to read, and I can't get through the most read Christian book (excluding the Bible) in history. Pat and I are going to tackle Purpose Driven Life together for the 40 day period after I finish ( Read more... )