so its been about two days.
im still not really move'n on.
i love him

and now im disapointed in someone else.

and chubby wants to hang out today.
ugh.
<;3

he broke up with me.

ugh.

on the annivarsary.

and things just suck.

i cry a lot now.

still no reply from him.
confused tho;
like him a lot + i still love HIM
and like;; i dont know.
i dont want to hurt people. ugh. things suck badly.

on the good note;;
i got my hair cut and redyed the roots,underneath n top.
yay
i like it.

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I feel like crap. I told him to block me and he did...and i deleted him off my top 16 on myspace and now i really whish i wouldnt of done that. i dont care what he does with other chicks cuz im in a relationship anyways. i guess i thought i cared too much.....but i wont do that anymore. hope sometime he unblocks me so we can be friends again. I ( Read more... )

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