He got sick and stuff. Blah...I dunno why...or what was wrong. I think I should stop IMing him first for awhile. See what he does. Maybe I should actually not even be online as much any longer since no1 talks to me much anymore. I wish I had my license now. I shoulda took the road test in the snow...I would now but it's too icy ( Read more... )

So whats really been bothering me today is that HE thinks he's moving on too fast.

And Brian wont talk to me hardly at all.

And I got so much work to do this week, yet I can't bring myself to focus and get like any of it done...i'm a pathetic mess.

Last night i was on the fone with Tommy....first time everrrr! Lol his friend Jimmie was there too he's crazi. I was gonna hang out with him but didn't. Not my fault of his tho. BLaHneSS!! But he's so cute and stuff...no wonder I liked him before he even started going out with Jaymeeee! Sheesh. And Brian Barely ever talks to me anymore so I really ( Read more... )

Auto response from Tommy: IM ASLEEP

so leave me love

or reply to my bullitins on myspace

i love you babe and your name starts with an A :-)

gnight

An A, not a J. I even had to rub my eyes n make sure i saw it right.

I am never going to be her.
Never going to be worth it all.
I can only be me...
And continue to hope that someday he will see it ( Read more... )

Got in a huge fight last night. Cried. He called but it still wasn't that great. I still felt like crap...big time. Realised how much i really would like to have a best friend to shop with,tell secrets to,hang out and party withand all the normal kool best friend stuff. And I would really like if the people i thought were good friends, started ( Read more... )

I just wish he would care more. Feel the same way. Stop care'n about the person that doesn't feel the same as he feels about her. And effin realize that others care more. It makes me so mad how blind some people can be to the obvious. Talk about OBLIVIOUS.

Today was okay. Had a guest speaker at skool some biggggg black guy talkin bout gangs n violence. it was worth the waste of time :) Besides that the day was basically full of eating. Its fat Tuesday and imma prolly gain like 5 pounds after all i ate today. Then I did some homework and ate more! I have a little homework left to do still but oh well ( Read more... )

so today was pretty boring. Neil yelled at me to cut grass cuz the other day after the dance he was like i wish my grass was emo so it would cut itself n i guess ppl assume im emo. i dont cut tho so blah. n then my internet was broke so i was bored outta my mind. watched the pistons ( Read more... )

Well to update you all i am pretty much in a happyish state right now. I have good friends and i know what i want and i know that this summer i am moving back to Westland for good. So until then I might as well make the best of it here. And I am kinda happy that Eric is outta jail, even tho we haven't hung out yet n i dunno if we will ( Read more... )