I feel like I was sent in a jet pack from September to November in a leap and bound. It's already December! To recap, Thanksgiving was pretty chill. The food was good, it was a stress-free day. I also had a four-day vacation, so that was nice. These months have been going by so fast, and it's almost the end of the year. I can't keep updating ( Read more... )

Some wise words from my 35-year-old self. And that is exactly what I plan and intend on doing from now on. Got my shit back in order. Working again. And as far as Bruce and I? We are no longer together. Don't want to get into it. And for the first time, I really don't. You already know his history, so I shouldn't have to repeat it. That's all I ( Read more... )

I know I'm a little late, but here it is...

I've decided to write a new manifesto and this one belongs in my history book! Like my therapist once said, "It is very well written" And with that said, here is the moment you've been waiting for...and the manifestos to end ALL manifestos! This is a journal entry from my personal journal dated for August ( Read more... )

Get excited! I will be posting a brand-new manifesto on Monday, August 19th. It's to commemorate something I wrote in my personal journal five years ago! The manifesto will be posted on Monday @ 2pm EST.

I was going to post it tonight, but I decided to wait for the actual date. Stay tuned!

BIG anniversary news! -Starting in 2025, I will be holding ( Read more... )

Summer is almost coming to an end. I'm still unemployed, but I've been frequently seeing my therapist and a case worker to try to get some help and resources. So far, so good. I guess. I did recently have a job interview but I turned it down due to the lack of hours-less pay. I can't afford to settle for less this time around. And tbh, I'm really ( Read more... )

Had to journalize this.

Okay, so last night I had a very vivid and too-good-to-be-true kind of dream. Justin was the center of it, and all I could do was blame the people who let him go to jail-apparently the dream was after he was released. And all I was trying to do was ask him why he did it and why he didn't stay in touch, and why he made me ( Read more... )

So, this is exactly what happened today when I went to work. I will start with the text I got from my manager Rebecca, and her boss, Rob who is the district manager. So, for the past couple of days, Rebecca and Rob have been trying to get ahold of me to have a conversation. I have a robocall blocker on my phone, so all unknown callers get blocked ( Read more... )

Honestly? I lost another job again today. And to say that I'm pissed off about it would be an understatement. I should have seen it coming, especially after my hours were cut. Apparently, I had not lived up to the expectations that my manager had set for me, which in my defense were difficult to accomplish over such a short period. I was only there ( Read more... )

This is part two of the last entry, I didn't get a chance to touch base on my mom's wedding. So, to begin it was almost like something out of a dream. Returning to my old hometown and seeing just about everyone there was a trip. Especially seeing my cousins and how much they've grown up. And my brother too. I was disappointed that my Aunt Debbie ( Read more... )

It's back to reality and things have turned upside down. As soon as the weekend was over, and I came back down from the weightlessness of my mom's wedding, I found out that I'd have three days off from work. Now, normally I'd be happy about that, only this time I wasn't. I actually wanted to get back to work so I could make some money. So, ( Read more... )