just to update everyone:

i have once again hit depression.

Your Birthdate: June 12
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i swear to fucking god that i'm going to shoot my mother in the goddamn face! it is now, 11:30. i fell asleep about a half hour ago. i leave my air conditioner on even though it's not that hot out bc my room is so goddamn fucking hot in general. it's easier for me to fall asleep. what does my mother do? she comes in and turns the fucking air ( Read more... )

so, i thought that i would give everyone an update in case anyone actually cared which i know is a joke. i have now stretched myself so fucking thin that i'm going to collapse at any point now. i'm waiting for it to happen. for the past 3 days, i've been working. yeah, working big deal, but these hours are fucking horrible! tuesday, i spent 10 ( Read more... )

We all know I'm fed up, but now I'm fed up for a different reason. I hate the way I look. I'm suffering from a weight problem. Let's just say that I weigh more than what is acceptable for my height and age, so, I'm going to change that. I've started a program for myself and I'll see where that takes me. I'm sick of being forced to wear baggy ( Read more... )

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okay, i figured it was worth mentioning. i had the WEIRDEST dream last night. i got married. and it was completely weird. i got married in like this country church and who did i marry? landon from the real world. my bridesmaids were danielle carrara, lauren bovelle, jen seifert, rachel wolpert, and of course liz and caitlyn. it was sooooo

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I'm trapped. i finally snapped. i couldn't take it any more. i'm sick of hearing people complaining about me when i'm sitting in the same fucking room. my mother decided to complain about me to one of her friends on the phone while i was sitting 5 ft away from her in the same fucking room. HELLO! I can still fucking hear you! she just doesn' ( Read more... )