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[rockgr140]

I'm gonna be blunt here people so if you can't handle it, leave

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.... just some thoughts...

[anonymous]

Periodically I read through journal entries that are posted on the main viewing page. Most of the time I just skim them, sometimes I have to stop and read... yours I stopped and read, passed it, and came back because I decided I wanted to post... just in case...

I won't tell you it gets better... or easier... you'll hear that from other people. You'll hear that life isn't so tragic... and that life goes on...

All of that crap is true. But this is also true: There is no greater hurt than a heart that does not know its own worth and I wonder if your heart realizes what it's worth. I don't think it does. I don't know what is going on around you... hell, I don't even have any good answers...

I do have this: Be true to each tear and each hurt. Feel it... and realize you can learn from it. Something positive.

Hug your brother. I bet he needs it too.

Simone

Re: .... just some thoughts...

[rockgr140]

Thank you. really. thanks. "I do have this: Be true to each tear and each hurt. Feel it... and realize you can learn from it. Something positive." That helped a lot. I don't know who you are, but I'm truely touched that you care enough to give me advice.

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Rachel,

It'd be great to actually be able to see how you feel and not have to read it in a journal. You're so composed when I see you. Or maybe I'm not looking hard enough.

[rockgr140]

I don't want to seem vulnerable....we both know how that feels. Being vulnerable is lame, I'd rather just act like nothing's wrong...it works better that way.

[sockrocker007]

cant say anything other than this - I dont know what the fuck to do, Im sorry you have to go through all this shit(even though it being said means nothing) I wish you would talk to me about these things, I dont think our'plan' is a form of me helping you, but whatever you want to do is fine.- simply I love you

[rockgr140]

You don't have to do anything, you're a great friend and that's all I need and want from you. I love you too...you my precious Dalai Lama.

[xcrush_me_hard]

i no that we may not be very close, but when i think of brenau i think of you as one of my friends. i do not no very much about your home life, but i have been sad too, and wanted to die too. and like that guy said, i will not tell you that it gets better. but i will tell you what i see when i look at you. i see an amazingly beautiful girl who is going to be someone some day. i see a girl who cares about her friends more then herself. i see a girl who on the worst day of my life, can make me laugh. i see a girl who is not fucked up on drugs or wanting to be, which is more then i can say for myself at times. i see a girl who should think more of herself. but i also no that is impossible at times. rach, we all love you. and i guess that i dont really no you, because i thought that you were happier then this. but i want you to no, that i am ALWAYS here for you, if you ever want to talk, i will listen. i love you. ~lucy