im sorry wendy i hope you can forgive me. call me, i feel super shitty about that. im really stoked on hanging out with you and i was just venting my frustrations.

chris.

a month. a month. what the hell have i done with a month , or two months. its seemingly been kind of hectic i have not had any money for months despite my working all of december. after i came back a few people have passed away... so the town has been rather melancholy ... which , only exacerbated by the fact that winter is dragging on ( Read more... )

time is up i leave sunday morning. a richer man then i left the states with. its almost over. i haven't really any thing new to update the two people that read this thing with . i am supposed to be getting tattooed tonight which i am nervous about... and then tomorrow i will be drinking coffee for the last time in dublin and i will be seeing ( Read more... )

im starting to really get excited about my return to north carolina. it has seemed like the last year has been a blur. and that the spring and summer about to be coming up are the ones that would have been happening last year had i stayed in north carolina. but perhaps a year wiser and having returned to the continent of my birth. im ready to make ( Read more... )

alas my servitude has ended. my head is a bit of a mess at this particular moment with finishing working i am unsure with what to occupy my time. i had been hanging out with one girl. who i haven't seen for a what seems like a while and then on new years i spent the night hanging out with some one else .. who i am nervous about seeing again ( for ( Read more... )

chris-mess day. i spent my christmas in solitude. i had not a single conversation with anyone. i saw no one i knew. and i loved it. i spent my day (and the night before) entertaining my slightest whim. i briefly ventured outside for about 10 minutes. i shaved. but i am enjoying the grotesque-ness of my mustache that i have been letting run wild ( Read more... )

dates indeed. hehe .. i blushed lots and it was kinda chaperoned hehe

nausteatingly cute huh ?

i am killing time. for winter to be over, for my flight away from this cold dark grey place, for it to be late enough for me to go to sleep. to make up for the fact that i am still awake from last night. last night indeed. i left the house and hung out with people from other houses after darragh told me he felt i wasn't putting any engery towards ( Read more... )

so years go by and you look back at them in retrospect. and some times you realize they were filled with nothing. and other times you find that maybe they weren't filled with nothing, but not filled with what could have been meaningful or worthwhile. sometimes i think my travels around europe have been a bit like the latter i have seen so much ( Read more... )

i am back in ireland where it is cold and dark. but i am enjoy myself. but i am wanting more then anything a summer. i cant comprehend that it is december.