I miss my friends. I have like 0 of them now. I really need to start being social and making some, seriously. I'm pathetic and stupid. I'm going to go do nothing, cause I don't have a life.

I'm pretty bored right now, what's new though. I had a cross country meet today though. I had to wake up at 6, and I had to run at 10:30. It was pretty fun. I was soo nervous though. OMG. Now not so much, since it's over. lol. Anyways, I thought I got a good time. 24 mins. for 2 1/2 miles. I didn't get in last place, not even last on the team. I ( Read more... )

I AM SOO BORED!!! Everyone is working right now, so I am aloney. I might go to the mall later with my friend, so that should be fun. She already bought her homecoming dress without me though. I don't know if I just wanna be there shopping for myself. I get pretty cranky when I shop sometimes. I wonder if I will get a good date for homecoming. I ( Read more... )

Oooo I just changed my background and stuff and boy is it perrrrty. I also just found out that Art Street is today, so I really want to go. I looks like fun. Last year I got some earrings and I love them. I want more. :) I'm also supposed to go homecoming dress shopping with my friend. That should be interesting. It'll be fun if I find something ( Read more... )

Stephen told me to download this song called "Steven", and he said it was the story of his life. I'm pretty sure this song is about a kid called Steven that is dead. He like killed himself, but definitely dead by something horrible. So I'm pretty sure this isn't the story of his life considering that he is not dead. I'm not sure though.... Sam is ( Read more... )

Today is a great day! I got the job at Target!!! They actually still have to do a backround check and check out my pee, but otherwise I have it!! Orientation is next Wednesday!! I can't wait!! I had 2 interviews today and they asked like 50 questions that weren't that easy. I'm actually really glad that Sam didn't interview me, I would have felt ( Read more... )

Ok, I completely forgot what I was going to write about a minute ago. I'm am probably the stupidest person alive. lol. Well, church was fun yesterday. It was Samantha's going away thing. I sure am going to miss her. I wish she didn't have to leave and stupid Kayln would leave instead. I mean seriously, she should just go to college and never come ( Read more... )

Well I didn't make the team. Figures. I knew I wouldn't because I'm not one of those rich stuck up snobby bitches who can throw away $600 just to be on a stupid summer volleyball league. That's total bullshit. I think I'll just take some extra dance classes or maybe join cross country. The only problem would be that I don't want to compete. I just ( Read more... )

Man oh man, I am tired. Dead tired. I have vball try-outs until tomorrow when we found out if we've made the team or not. We'll see what happens. I haven't gotten my hopes up. There are some jerks trying out too. I could kill them, but instead I'll go for the subtle spike in the face or serve in the side of the head. mwhaha!! Then I'll be like "Oh ( Read more... )

Hmm... I'm quite bored right now. I do realize that it is late at night and that I could go to bed, but that would just be too easy. Tomorrow is church and I have to see Sam again. Yippey!! lol. Anywho, I don't know what to do. I wish that I could have a normal relationship such as dating and not crap. lol. I don't mind being "friends with benefits ( Read more... )