so basically
my stepdad died on the 17th
and it was really sad
hopefully things start to look up tho
cuz being sad sucks
and seeing my mom sad
sucks even more

R.I.P

christmas is almost here

but im not much in the spirit

maybe it'll change

today was crappy
what i wanted to happen didnt.. damn it

and to add to that i have to walk in this freezing weather to drivers ed..

fuckfuckfuck

went to the dentist today and i realized that they have better tasting cleaning stuff.. did you ever wonder why they used to make the cleaning stuff taste really bad? like who actually wants to use it.. ya idk. i have drivers ed tonight... only good thing there is that danny is in it too.. but mainly its just three and a half hours of boredom and ( Read more... )

last night i went to a haunted house ooo spooky lol.. it was called the 13th door and every door u went thru was a new room.. ive never actually been scared by a haunted house but this one was actually kinda scary.. not saying like super but kinda. i went with parker, ryan, maria, hailey, colin, and chase.. i really like one of them and i think he ( Read more... )

my birthday is 8 days away!!! last night i had a party and invited like 30 people or so and they all showed except 2.. it went really well. everyone had a blast. some parts kinda sucked cuz i was cleaning a lot instead of enjoying the party but thats ok. toward the end i just stayed with chase, danzal, and wyatt. we had fun and laughed and lotsa ( Read more... )

so i go with this guy to homecoming right.. and i liked being with him i just wasnt havin a whole lotta fun with the crappy music.. i go home thinking wow that was a great night then i go to school and he avoids me... i was like umm alright? then i find out he says im a boring person. when my friends tell him i know what he said he starts to feel ( Read more... )

some people get on my nerves so bad that i wish i could punch them.. i really do.

steve says he tried to kiss me today
totally not true..
then he says i wont go out with him cuz i only look at looks
not personality, not true either..
it just pisses me off and i wish hed understand
hes my best friend and i dont want more then that
=(

school starts in 13 days =( i dont want summer to end.. this summer was funner than ever! well i guess itll be ok cuz its gonna be HS now... it will be better in HS... right...?