FUCK...i wish I knew what i wanted and could just make everyone happy.

i went on a date last night, it was a great time. which has lead me to this ( Read more... )

i have felt like complete shit the past two days, i am soo sick. i have to be at work because i dont get time off and i cant afford to take a day off. two and a half weeks then i move back. a guy at work needs a pole barn built im gonna see if jeff wants to do that or not, i think it would be fun. im going home and just laying in bed for 14

only two defining figures have died for you:jesus christ and the american soldier, one died for your soul the other for your freedom

i like that quote it really makes me truly respect people in the service more and make me want to put in my time to hopefully be respected by others as much as i respect them

today went better then i thought it would. she actually looked happy to see me which cheered me up. I wont find out but i really hope it went over well, i hope what i wrote happened and that she was happy to read it. Well I am here to keep posted what is happening in my life. I have actually been talking with a couple people who are very ( Read more... )

god himself doesnt pass judgment until the end...why should you.

I decided to stay home this weekend, didnt feel like going anywhere and felt like getting some cleaning done. I honestly dont know how i do it. My life is great. I have nothing to complain about. I have a girl that wants to come visit tonight, I have a girl that wants to go bowling sunday. Things just seem to work out. I am very thankful for ( Read more... )

it looks like athf movie march 23 we need to go and id like to see saliva in chicago

so yea check this out, things are alright, i guess i cant complain. people suck, i wish things just worked out all the time. im thinking about changing my whole strategy in life completely. it just seems like there is so much out there, am i really doing what i want? in the end i do the same old routine, cuz unlike the song some people change, ( Read more... )

its raining, its boring. Though I do get to live at my bosses, rent free. I bought a mini fridge to keep some water and left overs in. I have a lot of snack foos that I dont want to eat cuz im trying to get fit. Started working out at the Y hopefully see some young hotties working out too. I am feeling bigger and I think I might try changing ( Read more... )