hey guuuuuuys. i'm so sorry. but i made a new journal, aaaaagain.

it is:
girrrlxcore

puhlease add me damnnnnniiiitttttttt. i added all of you already (the ones that have me listesd as friends) cuz i would really like to continue this strong el jay friendship that we share :)

i will be deleting this one soon.

buuuyhe.

<3<3<3

i have been smoking on in a half to two packs of cigarettes a day. and i need to quit. or else i am going to like croak by the age of like 30.

random update for the nite tune in next time folks

s/n: i know it doesn't matter and its only been two days, but everyday without you is harder and harder. i can only sleep in incriments of about an hour. i miss you so much.

wow. i deserve to die.

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't wanna fall to pieces ( Read more... )

kay, so. a lot of stuff went down this weekend and the past couple of days ( Read more... )

OMFG HAPPY HALLOWEEEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I<3HALLOWEEEEEN ( Read more... )

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FETTE IS BRINGING ME HOME A KITTEN FOR CHRISTMAS. HE PROMISED. CUZ I LISTEN TO ALL HIS BULLSHIT. HAHAHA ( Read more... )

hahaha @ ashlee simpson getting caught lip synching on SNL. that really makes me lose respect for her. not like someone that lip sycns deserves respect anyway. remember when the press made a big deal about singers who combine their vocals with dance routines, saying that somtimes it is difficult to dance while sing so they have to lip synch! fuck ( Read more... )

last night was seriously insane. tessa came over, we went to the harlequin's voice show. supposibly rob's last show :( he did really good last night though. it was good getting to see everyone. lmao, i saw bill howard. hahaha. Oh god. aww. there were so many people there it was nuts ( Read more... )