"oh telephone line, give me some time, im living in twilight.."

[rockinrainbows]

Im not exactly a ball of joy today. I really do hate my life sometimes. Looking after mum is the hardest thing ive ever had to do, how the hell have i been doing it since i 16, on and off, the past two years its been constantly on. It sucks. I tried to get out today for abit to have a coffee with chris and bring him back here, and it didnt work. I

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[_the_music_]

aww hunny. Sorry ur going thru another crappy time again :s

im here - as always - if u need me. Try n keep ur chin up if u can.

Its only 2 months or so b4 ur 21st, and im gonna make sure u hav a GREAT time!

Love ya

Ste xxx

[rockinrainbows]

Thanks hun :) That means alot. I cant wait til my 21st :) love ya 2 *hugs* xxx

[stellarstrawbry]

1st time ive got to a computer in ages!!!!! my mum has become re-addicted to sims-cant get her off- having said that, so have i!
don't worry so much bex, when my mum had a nervous breakdown after the way my dad had treated her for 7 years she thought things couldnt get any worse then along came chris (the love of her life and the best step dad ever) andafter that custody of me and stef. no matter how bad u think uve got it someone always has it worse. my mum got thru her troubles by focussing on helping someone needier. if u cant fix ur own problems u can always fix someone elses and maybe someone else can fix urs (if u let them) jus look for the positive things in life like friends and sunny days :) u know that when it rains the sun will always shine again at some point. uve jus got to be patient!
and try not to dwell on the things u dnt like cuz it'll jus make u feel worse. best i can do at the mo. cuz i have a runny nose and am being distracted by the need to blow it!