well my journal is far from dusty, guess i dont use this all that much anymore. And i cba to update properly, all i have to say now, is that how soul destroying looking for a proper job. im sick of there being someone better than me. FFS! all i want is a break please. With £100 to my name im getting fed up. Fuck you NHS i do not want to be to i ( Read more... )

Cheltenham and Gloucester have no water for 14 days, because of severe flood damage to the water plant for chelt and glos. I cannot even describe to you, how awful this is. There is a water bowser at the end of our road, which is always empty, the army is going around to supermarkets every now and then giving out water. I cannot believe im gonna be ( Read more... )

Taz my hamster died :( Im gutted. I found him just before i was leaving to work, i went in to give him food and water, and he was curled in a ball dead ( Read more... )

just watched the last one. wont spoil it, but i had maybe a few tears, just coz its all over, and i dont know i wish there was more :( xxxxxx

Wow today was awesome, just for the fact i bumped into my best friend from primary school, Madeleine, who i havent seen in 10 years. How i recognised her, i have no idea, really, but i did, and it was awesome, to see her, have a chat about things, and to be back in touch again. After she left primary school she went to america, and we wrote to each ( Read more... )

i had a good day til i got home. i dont even know the me that my mother brings out in me. I swear to god i can conjure up so much hate in me, for her, sometimes that its not healthy. I always say the same things that it makes me sick of hearing myself let alone what it must do to anyone else who listens to me. One day im scared that everythings ( Read more... )

i had another driving lesson today :) woot! My driving instructor told my dad he reckons i could pass by september, i bloody well hope so. I don't fancy doing theory again. I did parking today the first time, and i was shocked i managed to do it well.

roll on next lesson.

meh :(

i went to see the da vinci code on friday night, with mat, si, dan and sade. Well at least tried to. I ate chinese for dinner, and by the time we got to the cinema, i was feeling well dodgy. I felt like i might be sick, but im never sick, so just thought i was just full, and id be fine. So I sat in the adverts, and suddenly, knew i was going to be ( Read more... )

Thank you to Chewwy (Mat) who came with me to get my tattoo done today. Lol he watched the entire time. Unfortunately, i couldnt get it all done today, as i only had an hour booked. Ive got to go back in 3 weeks and get the rest done, when its done it will be faded out stars in pink and purple, and it will look like it fits with the heart better. ( Read more... )