Part I remember ( Read more... )

Earlier in the dream, I was at this house where this little brown skinned kid of about 7 was treated in an unacceptable manner from his parents. I think it was based on this kid andrew who lived behind paul reardon and whose trampoline I would frequently use. It was a familiar situation, I believe from another dream. Anyway, as I understood it, the ( Read more... )

life ( Read more... )

Well I'm here again, as I tend to do when I feel lost. My biggest issue over the last 5 years has definitely been trying understand what it is I value most in life. I still have little to no idea. Considering at one point in life I had given up on everything, it shouldn't be a surprise. There was several years in which my only concern was achieving ( Read more... )

This is like the summer of love. Seriously - like 95% of the people I know are happily in a stable relationship. So obviously I am thrilled to have constant reminders of my loneliness, not to mention that all of my friends have only the shortest of windows when I can be relevant in their lives (partly my fault due to having a shitty work schedule ( Read more... )

Depression is caused by thinking too much. Sure, it is necessary to think about things thoroughly, but we should not to dwell on the significance of experiences. Times were had; feelings bloomed but eventually wilted; expectations were exceeded at times, and fell short others. We perceive things through a biased point of view, favoring the option ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPm5gLvs_lY
not my best rendition but the best I was able to record before my voice quit out on me

www.youtube.com/watch
I rock out a bit too much for my laptop microphone. and I have a whole bunch more excuses if you wanna hear them

I go to pieces 'cause I fall in love five times a day

the more people I am around, the more alone I feel.