ive really given up on you, ey livejournal?
im sorry, tumblr's just more frequently used.
i miss you tho, maybe we can hang out more over vacation and get closer like we used to be.
(this purposely turned into a numbers game like reply lolz)

i have a feeling im not gonna remember much of senior year in a few years. ive barely written anything anywhere. maybe thats a good thing ( Read more... )

i havent updated in an eternity. i almost feel like i have too much to write about but like im not safe to write any of it here, even though i know no1 really reads it. im sorry for how cryptic this is i just really cant decide how i feel lately. its not fun. i dont like this. but im working through it. i'll be fine.
i still love all of u guys :)-

everyones slipping away.
how long until no1s left?
this sucks

My life is centered around my friends. I've made it this way. They are slowly but steadily leaving and I can't go with them.
Where do I fit without them?

so im a senior yeah? seniors are supposed to go to the big dances at their school. they're supposed to want to and then go and "live up" their senior year with their friends. then y arent i going? y arent any of my friends going ( Read more... )

i hate my job. seriously fuck it. by the end of vacation i will have worked 47hrs in total. yeah all that "well atleast ull b getting more money" bullshit isnt gonna help because thats all ive done all fucking vacation except christmas eve and day. i havent seen anyone really except the secret santa thing last night that i was 2hrs late to thanks ( Read more... )

if i were born years earlier so that i would be a teenager in the mid to late 90s, i would be the perfect emo kid. i love all those 90s emo bands. metric, get up kids, fugazi, fuck yeah

that is all :)

oh! and if im not back on here later: HAPPY HOLIDAYS

has been pretty good. there have been a lot of things that shouldve kinda been like "wtf this sucks!" for me but im actually pretty happy. Idk ( Read more... )

literally no idea whats going on. thats in reference to my last post ftr ( Read more... )