I just want to clarify that even though I'm talking crazy about stuff, I'm more smiley than I've been in a long time. I feel like a large chunk has been let go of and I like it, it's just the readjusting to the old things that used to hurt. Because there's always a little hurt, even when you're happy. Also, if somebody wants to tell me how to make ( Read more... )

This is probably the weirdest week. Let's start with my dream last night: a small monkey and a large monkey both tried to rape me in order to keep their species going. Apparently, my genes are monkey-compatible. Anthony Kiedis was next to me the entire time and he stopped the monkeys only after I had to beg him. He told me to get over myself. Then ( Read more... )

"Oh my god, oh you think I'm in control. Oh my god, oh you think it's all for fun. Is this fun for you?"

Because I am filled with pride, here are my moccasins:


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Yesterday: Worst hangover of my life. My body was so dehydrated it forgot that water was good for it and kept throwing it up. I thought I was going to have to hydrate wilderness emergency style and/or go to the hospital but I guess by the time Shannon got home and went out to get me gatorade, my body had absorbed enough water to recognize it and I ( Read more... )

Oop, also I JUST found out today that it's "compost heap" and not "compost teap." My WHOLE life I've thought people were saying "teap" and really I've just been mishearing it for almost 21 years. I told my dad and he couldn't stop laughing. My friends thought it was the stupidest thing they ever heard. I feel like a part of my childhood is gone now

Maryland: My 9 year old cousin cut her thumb off. People kept telling me they're proud of the way my body looks. Everyone hates Ben.
Brooklyn: Lots of people!

Also, I decided I wanted bangs last night so I started cutting them, but then was like, wait gillian, you don't actually have any clue as to what you're doing, so I quit half way through. Should I go all the way?

I think I'm only going to update from now on before I write a paper. It helps to clear my mind. Tomorrow is International Tell Your Crush Day so get out there and do it. As for my love, he updated his facebook profile with things that make me smile so whenever I'm feeling down, I look at it and feel happy. Oh, and crazy, I have a friend in Green ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes I make bad hair decisions? I gave myself side bangs. They aren't bad, but I'd rather have just left my hair alone. This is what happens when I don't get enough sleep! Also, word on the street is the popes going to be around on Sunday (in New York) so I was thinking maybe I'll go see his popemobile.