I feel so weird lately. I have these nostalgic high schooly type feeligns mixed with a feeling like I need a home of my own as my dorm room can hardly be considered homey and I don't feel at home in my house in Brooklyn anymore. I really cannot wait to move off campus. I had a couple hours to myself yesterday and I took a shower, cleaned up a ( Read more... )

RIP Heath Ledger. All I have to say is NOOOOOO and WHYYYYY. I wont be able to watch 10 Things I Hate About You the same ever again.

Going to the gyno is always a fun time. Going to the gyno after watching a movie about mutant killer babies is even better. Especially when Ben jokes: "I hope the baby doesn't pop out of you and eat the gyno."

this is the first time ive been seriously drunk in a long time.

Okay, four days between me and the 6th and I've only just seen everyone I wanted to see while home. I'm scared that I'm going to go back and fuck things up or things will be not good because I'm so scared of fucking things up. I'm acting so weird because of it in aspects of my life that really should not be affected by that. I need to re-center ( Read more... )

I spoke to Jamie today on the phone and it was the most amazing thing, seriously. I'm half in love with that boy. I definitely need him in my life all the time.

One more week! Two days after the week mark, I'll see everyone else. I'm just so used to those people and I miss them in my everyday life. I think my head might explode when Billy and Shannon come back, and then Tara will come prancing into the room and my hands and feet will explode too. I have so much I want to do in this week but so little ( Read more... )

Life feels real weird right now. I can't wait for the 1st. I'm not sure why, but I'm not a fan of New Years Eve. I need my mind to be on things other than Wisconsin and how jealous I am of their snow. I need more Brooklyn plans. I'm talking plans overload so that I don't have time for sleep barely.

It's Christmas and my nasals are definitely in the holiday spirit. I blew my nose and blood happened, decorating a tissue nice Santa colors. I hope all of you Christians are having a lovely Christmas! Also, is it mean to text somebody wishing them a happy christmas and that they got the nicest lump of coal in Santa's whole present sack? I didn't ( Read more... )

Six months is going to fucking suck. It's only been a week and I'm antsy. I just keep thinking, "Two more weeks."