All I want in life, the only things that would make me truelly happy seem to elude me. Is it really that much to ask for? My absolute dream would be to be a wife, a stay at home mother and have more babies. I have so much love in my heart for something like that and its all I ever think about. I want to have love and commitment in every sense of ( Read more... )

Honestly... I should not feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown by the end of each day. I should not want to cry over simple things that go wrong or anything frustrating... but I wantg to and sometimes do. My stress level is so high because I'm being pulled from a million different angles and I'm being stretched out so thin I can't stand it ( Read more... )

so update on work... I was suppose to be promoted to the billing position that I really wanted and had already started training for it. Yay a glimmer of hope and possibly a raise but NoOoOoOoOo nothing can ever be easy obtainable for me... once again because of other peoples selfish acts I am denied the oppertunity. It sucks because the same exact ( Read more... )

some one save me!!!!! I hate my 9-5 desk job!!!!!

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I don't know if any one else is like me in terms of constant thought. This is my blog so Im writing my honest feelings and if I sound crazy o well ( Read more... )

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Jon and I took chloe to the museum of science in Boston on saturday. We had a great time, went to the discovery center and the omni theater and the butterfly garden. She loved everything and Jon managed to have a little fun.

To Let Go doesn't mean to stop caring, it just means I ( Read more... )