So this weekend was gross and depressing, but I got done what needed to be done. sort of. In the way that I've (hopefully) learned not to let anxiety get in the way of things. We'll see if I can apply that to this summer.

Learning from my mistakes.

HA.

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Oh, wisdom teeth. You've got to love waking up to dried blood and drool.

So, now that skiing is almost done I find myself faced with the daunting hell named spring. This is the problem with completely relying upon athletics for socializing: I approach the next season alone and vulnerable to the bite of green cement, armed with a tennis racket and a wry sense of humor.

So I don't really cry that often.

"In talking with Chip, he said the counselor staff last year was about the best he had in ten years. He said Jenny would be blessed to have every one of you return. Hence, my email. I hope you are interested in returning, I certainly would like to have you return. If you apply, you have a job."

Oh, finals week. game/survival plan:

LESS
-chewy bars
-bitterness
-slacking
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I saw guy from my child hood at the ELC today, and it made me completely reevaluate the past. I want to go back and not make myself enamored for a complete asshole and realize his best friend was probably the most amazing guy I'll ever meet. I want to look at a horizon line upside down so long it makes me feel dizzy. I want to go back and make ( Read more... )

wisdom teeth out friday.

oh, yuck.

yesterday was ridiculous. I was listening to my ipod while skiing through trees (probably not the best idea) and my memory seemed to just shut off, because I remember entering the run and leaving it, but everything between was just a blank of happiness. For all I know I could have killed someone and had my mind swept clean or something. I've ( Read more... )

Why can't I fall for reachable men?