what am I doing?

i had a good birthday, for once. probably my second favorite birthday.

i guess i'm just lucky sometimes.

life is lonely. life is sacrifice. i've compromised my life. i won't compromise the future any longer. i just need to control my mood swings, keep my head up and stay out of trouble. i'll take a life of loneliness over a life i'm not satisfied with. i'd give everything up, i hope i won't have to but i think the most important step is being prepared ( Read more... )

baby doll

love is dead, but i can't get you out of my head.

dumb bitches. that's all i have to say. i think i'm through with girls, i don't care anymore. i've been alone for a while with the exception of a few nights here and there. i think i'll keep it that way. i'm drifting further away from normal, and it's ok with me but makes for a difficult time when it comes to relating and understanding most folks. ( Read more... )

i hate this island. why does everyone know each other? i need to meet people nobody knows. ugh. it all just feels so incestual here. bed time. i need to continue being patient.

i dont have much to write about. just please let me get what i want.

i was robert smith just for one day