i wish i could meet someone i'd like to share dinner with. i want to goto the lakehouse and then chanterelle. i've been eating at tiny ethnic spots and dives lately, i need something upscale for a change, i just need to find the company.

i've been depressed, i'm laying low, my fish died, i feel like a dolo lobster dinner at a clambake. haircut tommorow, i'm glad i've fallen out of the habit of letting it get ugly.

andrew w.k.

ice skating purple bears.

neil diamond is black. i swear it.

relapse prevention group starts in 2 weeks. maybe i'll meet a sexy recovering drug addict.

this week has been alot like last week, a hard time concentrating, anxious and i'm feeling more like a recluse than ever. i think i'm just done here. i need to move on and get away from here. i'm not interested in anyone or anything around me, i seriously need a change of scenery.

i'm glad i got last week over with. it was particularly hard for me, everything that's wrong with myself and my brain seemed to be heightened. i was anxious, cranky, uninterested, completely out of it, i pulled it together for some key points but i really had my head elsewhere. it's hard to feel like this every so often. everyday is still a ( Read more... )

i've made myself the loneliest boy in the world. i have a vague idea of what i'm looking for, what i'm working for and it isn't company. i'm looking forward to dinner tomorrow, really.

hella sick