It's so scary to think I know someone and then finally realize... I know nothing about them. I know everything is all there I'm just always so optimistic. I don't realize the hurt and the pain people are going through. I look at the exterior and everything looks fine.. and I accept it. Maybe I'm just being a bad friend by not noticing this. Maybe ( Read more... )

It has just been one of those days, you know? Those days where everything goes wrong... but it doesn't.... it just seems like it should. Nothing bad happened today. I'm just in one of those... hold me... kind of moods. I don't know what's going to happen with me and Kurt. I'm so afraid the same thing that happened with Mike is going to happen with ( Read more... )

So I'm a wimp ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore.
I just wish things could be the same.

I miss the life I used to live...
and the people in it.

Me and Kurt really needed Saturday to fix everything that had been broken between us. I mean not everything is fixed. I have to prove to him he can trust me and I'm not quite sure if I can do that. This is his deal... he has to decide. I'm not going to lie... I was really upset when I thought I was getting alone time with him and then when his ( Read more... )

Dude... I'm grounded.
The last couple weeks of summer too.
Fucking sucks.
But it was worth it.
Man did I have fun.

Yeah so things arent going too well. This isn't about Steve. This is about me and him. There's too much shit too fast and maybe I'm being a pussy but I'm scared. This reminds me of me and Mike and I don't want it to end this way. I get freaked out, suffocated, and stay with the guy until I'm so miserable I don't know what to do with myself, and ( Read more... )

Yeah. I'm fucked.

I'm really confused.

Oh yeah... and I was right. Someone is definitely going to get hurt. I don't know what's going on. I feel like I'm 13 again.

Argh. I really hate this. I wish I knew what I should do.

I saw John Tucker Must Die and it totally rocked ( Read more... )

Good.

I'm done.