I just don't think you get it. I don't know if I'm being crazy or selfish or what but I know it's not just me and Kurt. It's Drag, it's Monica, it's Russel.. I mean are we all crazy? All I know is that ever since you and Matt started dating, you've changed. It wasn't all bad. This isn't meant to be an attack on you. You did become happier and blah ( Read more... )

I really don't know how stupid you have to be to get into a fight with someone you care about so much..... make up.... and then do the same exact shit over and over again and not expect them to find out. You've seriously changed since you and Matt have become serious. Matt's changed. You guys are so far up each others asses, you would think you ( Read more... )

Is it wrong that I just don't give a shit?

I care about it one second but I think it's only the initial reaction because it goes away pretty fast. I just don't care anymore. Eat me.

She needed to hear it.
She just wasn't expecting it from me.

Things CAN'T always be about you.

Just quit being so selfish and open your damn eyes.
I've been here all along.
Why don't you see that?

So I'm really not positve why Monica is so mad at me. i really just don't have the time to hang out with anyone anymore. It's not like I'm ditching her constantly. She hasn't called me to ask me to hang out so what am I supposed to do? I'm not really worried about it right now though. Me and Cassie have been spending a lot of time together and it's ( Read more... )

The only reason I'm writing in here is because Xanga is fucked up at the moment. I have no idea what I am doing right now. No fucking idea. It is terrifying to want to use every ounce of energy to push away someone who I love. For no reason at all. It's not that I have too much shit going on. I just can't seem to open back up ( Read more... )

Not mad.
Disappointed.

But all unreasonably. I've been trying for almost 5 years now. If I can't find a way to make all of this go away. More power to you.

I just wish it wasn't going to hurt you in the end.
I fucking HATE seeing you hurt all the time.

I just wish I could be the who found your cure.
It's silly to think I'm jealous of a

Chicago ruled, bitches.

Even though I'm supposed to hate him or at least not like him right now.
I wish Bryce would call so we could talk.
I'm just too chicken shit to do it myself...

this weeks not going to turn out very well

i can feel it

i feel sick

i really wish i could go to sleep

im pretty much sick of everyone

but most of the time they dont even know it

im good like that

so i go out and watch emily at gymnastics with my mom... finish some homework.. read a chapter in my book.. laugh and joke with my mom. we get home and she tells megan to shut the door because she's so sick of hearing me.i laugh and think whatever.. not my loss. well then me and megan play volleyball and laugh and stuff.. we go out to the car and ( Read more... )