I got another message from my mother today........ Sara, it's your mother, or your former mother. It would be nice if you had to guts to talk to me directly, but you don't. The damage is done and I don't think there is anyway to undo it. Hopefully when you finally grow up you will understand what you did and I'm sorry that I'm such a horrible ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE
• Name: Sara
• Birthdate: 9/13/80
• Birthplace: Elizabeth, NJ
• Current Location: Modesto, CA
• Eye Color: Hazel

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My mother is nothing but drama. She has really pulled out all her "tricks" since I have made my own life and try to be happy. October 2002 I got a voice mail at work from my brother stating that my mom was in jail and wanted me to get her out.  (What the hell? my body goes numb and I begin to shake because I don't know what to do.) I call the jail ( Read more... )

This is the first journal I have started since I was like 13 years old. I am not quite sure why I am doing this, maybe pure boredom. But no matter, I still need a place to talk about things I can't with my friends. I know I should be able to talk to my friends about anything, but there are things too personal to let out to anyone. Anyways it is ( Read more... )