I GOT A REAL JOB.

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i am officially a freelance editor for 'the plan consulting firm'

wild.

did i mention i finally got a place of my own?

and i no longer depend on my parents for financial stability?

yep. that's right.

jessica is officially an adult!

i work 40 hours a week at a dead end job. i live with my parents. i'm not financially independent at all. i may not be for some time. i'm finally realizing how fucking hard it is to create your own space in the world...and how much the world wants you to fail at creating that space ( Read more... )

am i in love with him ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in my room. at my parents house. i am just now getting everything organized...i'm just now starting to unpack. i didn't want it to be real - that i was living with my parents. it makes me feel like a real lazy fucker. and a disappointment. i've been trying my damnedest to break free of carmel for as long as i can remember. and where do ( Read more... )

tornado...that's the only way i can describe my emotional state lately. i have so many fears, anxieties, excitements, etc. i don't know how to deal with any of it ( Read more... )

my family will be here in about a half hour.

northwest academy offered me a job. i think i might take it...

which means i'd be moving back to idaho in august.

people keep telling me that my life is changing. i say no. my life is changed.

its' 12:20. i have a paper due at 10. and yet again, i'm procrastinating with an lj post ( Read more... )

sooo ( Read more... )

man oh man. little 5 is off to a blazing start ( Read more... )

i started the weekend wednesday. i went out to the bars by myself - i know what you're thinking - what a bad move...but no! i wanted to do some drinking and i wasn't going to sit in my apartment and drink by myself. i did that on thursday night. i attempted to do some of my homework on friday - to no avail. i spent most of the day trying to find a ( Read more... )