So im just writing really quickly before work.I dont know whats going on with andrew. My only guess would be he read my LJ and saw what I said about getting over it and going on a couple dates. Other then that I have no idea. He wont motherfucking tell me. And its like..I know him better than anyone else on this planet. And..He knows me better than ( Read more... )

I feel a lot better already. I think the constant crying was closely linked to my period hormones. I cleaned. Tried getting out of the house to do stuff. I tired going to devils millhopper today but that fucker is closed on mondays. :/ oh well.........that just means i'll have somthing cool planned for another day i have off ( Read more... )

I am so, so so incredibly lonely. I know there are a million people feeling and saying the exact same things but I have to write this here because I have to one to tell. The meer fact that im even writting this here makes it even worse ( Read more... )

This is my "Future Family Layout"
This is not ment to scare my beloved boyfriend.
This is not ment to imply I want children now.
This is simply Samantha entertaining herself and finding joy in future possibilites. :-D
Girl NamesBoy NamesLydiaAidenKayKaseyJulietJack (tribute)EllenaN/A

So yes! These are names I particularly like. I only have two possible ( Read more... )

>>You're not stupid, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to stand you, you know that. You're smarter than most, get over it!! There's nothing wrong with you, okay? You are just you. As for the biting of lips, me too. I think its just a stress thing, try not to think about it and you should stop. =) As for the not doing your work thing, I have no idea. ( Read more... )

Leave her cute text messages ( Read more... )

So that's how I learned the lesson that everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining if you're ever gonna grow
But when crying don't help, you can't compose yourself
It's best to compose a poem
An honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope

That's why I'm singing baby don't worry, cause now I got you back
And every time you feel like ( Read more... )

I feel to stupid ( Read more... )