i love where my mind goes when im near you.

Your hunger blossomed within me.
:D

I am in love with October.
Last year on the 23rd I was falling in love on a hay ride.
This year on the 22nd I was left crying at my door holding my first ever delivered flowers, hearing Welcome to Loveland in the background, feeling helpless against emotion. It was beautifully overwhelming.

''…Now stop being such an insecure nut job. Good? Good. -J ( Read more... )

You fill my heart with absolute poison ( Read more... )

That kaki king song started playing on pandora. El Ten Eleven channel ( Read more... )

I'm to tired to even begin to try to write this.

The last sex we ever had was you sitting on my face while I licked your balls and prostate, as you masturbated.
Now you wont have to worry about getting me a birthday gift.

We  rearranged the apartment today.
Looks super neat. We'll see how the functionality aspect comes together at a later date.

Spent all yesterday drinking California's finest Riesling and smoking Gainesville's driest mids.
And let me tell you something as I sit here in this hip dually functional living space, covered in makeshift unintelligible ( Read more... )

I can't read books to you
  I can't sit and watch you download trial games
  I can't be naked in front of you
  I can't say I love you convincingly
  I can't buy you anymore things
  I can't believe your professions of satisfaction
  I can't take your jokes sometimes
  I can't get over my own insecurities
  I can't figure out what you need from me
       ( Read more... )

Guhh I smell like him and its gross. new sheets needed.

I dont know what to fucking do. I am at the BIGGEST crossroads of my life right now ( Read more... )