I need to cry and I won't let myself. It's frustrating. I feel like I have no one to turn to because no one knows exactly what I'm thinking and going through. I know I can talk to people but I also know they can't fix it.
I am not stupid. It just is so convoluted that it's impossible to understand.
I think that making up my own style rule is a stupid idea that has no relevance. This is not making me a better writer. It's making me a frustrated and angry writer. Also, Professor Krause, get your shit together.